my birthday

my birthday,30th of january
6.30am
morning wake up at 6.30am,then wash up prepare go out.
7.30am
I went to eat dim sam with a group f friend.
9am
we all went to pollogrond, one of my friend(winnie ooi)bring us wrong way then make us "turn lai turn qu".At last we reach the polloground.
10.30am
we reach the lost world, walao so many people,all also malay.
we start our fun time at there until almost 6pm.
7pm
we all go to keimi ng house,
her parents belanja us to makan dinner
11pm
we go eat supper,
so unlucky traffic jam along the way we go to "tong sui gai"
but on the other hand we saw "kavadi"
so beautiful and many people too,
and almost jam for 1 hour only reach there,
keimi's brother belanja us makan supper(什果雪)
IN CONCLUSION:
I quite happy on that day(1st time my birthday so happy)
and something that i wish for, but if can i wish i dun want people giving me surprise or cheating me because it wont make me happy but just make me angry(or maybe no feeling)
people who join me for this one day trip and someone who i wan to thanks:
-snow chan xue yin
-winnie ooi huey ying
-keimi ng yi ting
-ng khang jieh
-lobak
-andre har
THANK YOU !!! ^.^

my feeling toward my birthday

how to start the line?
my heart and feeling so damn messy.
say what 1st? and where to start?
This year also another lonely birthday for myself,
last year also the same passed by myself.
Although this year got a small celebration with friends but the amount of number not as i though.
DISAPPOINTED...
But i still happy that my friends celebrate with me.
Got people ask me waiting for what on your birthday?
think here and think there? what im waiting?
wishes?present? i think not these...
but got a friend told me that im waiting for CELEBRATION...
celebration with friends(this is the 1st thing that i waiting for) and wishes and present!
After my friend's explanation... i only realised that im actually waiting for "friends" , friends that can help me celebrate, play and have fun with me...
This lonely night i got some wishes from my friends
-1st: andre
-2nd: soon ful
-3rd: snow chan
-4th: steven
thank to them...
but the person that i waiting to wish me, he didn't appear...
Disappointed again...
What is i really wish for my birthday?
nothing...
i just know that day my got a 闷闷的心...
actually i hate to pass my birthday with lonelyness,
so sometimes i quite hate birthday!!! T.T(sad)

爱你多过你爱他的人...

世界上是不是这么不公平？
你喜欢他，他却不喜欢你，
你不喜欢他，偏偏暗恋你，
暗恋一个人是件多么辛苦的事,
你喜欢他，他不懂，
你关心他，他也不懂，
你想念他，他还是不懂，
你想要和他聊天，他更不懂！
别人说：女人心像海底针，我却觉得男人心像宇宙针叻,
女生要什么就会说和表现出来;男生要什么，别人都看不出猜不到，
喜欢你？暗恋你？还是讨厌你？
我都不知道...
你可不可以不要对我冷淡，只注意他人，而不是我...
心痛，心碎，失望你懂吗？
所以，我答应自己，不再喜欢还是暗恋，
只喜欢暗恋我的人，
以免伤心失望...
所以才说：“喜欢爱你多过爱他的人”