到底我懂不懂？

我是个悲观的人，
什么事都会往坏的一面想，
我~ 和我暗恋的人告白了。
告诉他我喜欢他，
不过到最后我们还是朋友。
往往我的心情还是伤心的，
我告诉他，我很好，我不会伤心，
不过我的脑不让我控制，
我也好想我自己高兴一点，
但是到最后我一想到那一件事，
我就不由自主地伤心起来。
不过我可以肯定的是：喜欢一个人也可以是开心的，不管你是否被拒绝。
我真的十分感谢告诉我这句话的人。

feel so 烦

Inside my heart feel like got many things want to speak it out,
but how to tell ?

1) today morning i release that my lovely roro (hamster) disappear from the cage. I think maybe it already pack bags and run away from home.

2) my college final group project do until not too smooth, got few problem. My team member really let me vomit blood. Told them this, they say that. No one is listing ! Am i an invisible person? Say the person in charge calling us wait a minute then only is our turn but like this also let those BIG STUPID scold with rude words. Walao eh, why my team got so rude people de? Now is not i dun wan to arrange the place but is the people in charge say later only is our turn.

3) still is my team problem. From the start i think i keep get scolded by that two stupid guy with rude words, maybe im from whole girl's school so i not too comfort with all this kind of languages.
Or maybe they just normal talking or just joking with me but please don't do this to me again. All people also got own way to communicate.


Because of morning lost my roro then afternoon very late to have my lunch, then the whole day keep on let my final project team member 气死 (almost vomit blood + headache) . So today really UNHAPPY.