garden of feelings

Im BAcK~ RioNa is Here!

2010-09-28T10:37:00.000-07:00

Today is my 1st day for a new semester (2nd year 2nd semester)
what a unlucky day for me
Unlucky things:
-1st lecture already told us this week start tutorial class(extra added in)
-then the lecturer need to see our works done on the last few semester (headache dunno all went where some back hometown)
-finished his lecture then the 2nd lecturer (at the same day) so exciting for it but also added in the tutorial class
-then we also cant reach to cinema more early
-so my friends and me need to watch the last movie time.... 9.45 pm (watch until almost 12 am,where got taxi?)

But lucky there still got taxi waiting for customers.

Today we watched a movie call PiRahNa~ so scary
talking a kind of fish that eat flash.
Say this movie scary .... but feel like not TOO scary
but still can use one word to describe it : 恶心！
* i watch until whole body shake(so violence for me) and feel like vomiting the things that i ate.
=.=

huiyo.... long time no see my blog le

2010-06-19T07:00:00.000-07:00

Welcome back ~ riona-chan
Almost one or two months I didn't open or update my blog.
Just finish one of my assignments, feeling quite relax.
Now already is the year 2 semester 1 , mean I already study 1 year in the college.
Many things happened and many things pass too.
Got happy moment with friends ; got sad moment with friends...
haiz.... but nowadays I keep on hearing something that make me sad......
what should I do... ?
keep on pretend happy and 坚强... or just tell somebody... ?
内心很烦

到底我懂不懂？

2010-04-18T09:23:00.000-07:00

我是个悲观的人，
什么事都会往坏的一面想，
我~ 和我暗恋的人告白了。
告诉他我喜欢他，
不过到最后我们还是朋友。
往往我的心情还是伤心的，
我告诉他，我很好，我不会伤心，
不过我的脑不让我控制，
我也好想我自己高兴一点，
但是到最后我一想到那一件事，
我就不由自主地伤心起来。
不过我可以肯定的是：喜欢一个人也可以是开心的，不管你是否被拒绝。
我真的十分感谢告诉我这句话的人。

feel so 烦

2010-04-05T02:38:00.000-07:00

Inside my heart feel like got many things want to speak it out,
but how to tell ?

1) today morning i release that my lovely roro (hamster) disappear from the cage. I think maybe it already pack bags and run away from home.

2) my college final group project do until not too smooth, got few problem. My team member really let me vomit blood. Told them this, they say that. No one is listing ! Am i an invisible person? Say the person in charge calling us wait a minute then only is our turn but like this also let those BIG STUPID scold with rude words. Walao eh, why my team got so rude people de? Now is not i dun wan to arrange the place but is the people in charge say later only is our turn.

3) still is my team problem. From the start i think i keep get scolded by that two stupid guy with rude words, maybe im from whole girl's school so i not too comfort with all this kind of languages.
Or maybe they just normal talking or just joking with me but please don't do this to me again. All people also got own way to communicate.

Because of morning lost my roro then afternoon very late to have my lunch, then the whole day keep on let my final project team member 气死 (almost vomit blood + headache) . So today really UNHAPPY.

something crazy that me and my friends do...

2010-03-14T21:22:00.000-07:00

13/3/2010

was a special and crazy day to me,
after lunch,we sitting down there chatting like normal days we do,
suddenly a huge wind blowing outside the house,
we saw a plastic bag flying around the sky,
so,
my friends suddenly though a great and stupid idea to have fun,
we will make a paper aeroplane and throw down from our house,
because our house at 13 floor and plus the huge wind blowing sure will make our aeroplan to fly high.
so we take a piece of paper then wrote our wishes into it,
each of us wrote 3 wishes just like our birthday wishes got 3 wishes,
then we make the paper into an aeroplane,
each of our paper aeroplane also not same at all,
some make like a fish, some make like a jet some dunno make out what kind of aeroplane,
then we run here and there to find a suitable place to release our wishes aeroplane,
finally we fly out our "aeroplane",
sawing the plane fly here and there,
we also so embrace to see cos later the paper plane land on others people house then sure saw our wishes and sure scold "who simply throw rubbish"
haha...
so this is something crazy that we do on that day. ^.^funny, crazy but fun!

我要严重的考虑我的选择

2010-03-12T09:11:00.000-08:00

我要严重的考虑我的选择，是否对还是错的。
我想我还是不够了解他呢，
他喜欢什么，我不懂，
他厉害什么，我也不懂，
他讨厌什么，我跟不懂！

我和他聊天，他好像嫌我烦啊~
把msn 都关了。（T.T）伤心啊~
不懂他在想什么的，忽冷忽热，猜死我啦~
我不是神女啊，不懂你心想什么。你可以对我说你的感受吗？
我不想你对我忽冷忽热，你忙你可以告诉我啊。
我会自动的死开给你看。（T.T）

我左想右想，我是不是真的要改变我的想法？对你的看法以及思想？
我该怎么办呢？

好想你对我说一声“早”

2010-03-04T10:49:00.000-08:00

我还是没办法忘记你，
虽然时间已过了很久，
也许时间把你记忆的我删除掉，
不过我还是记得你。

看你被人赞赏，我羡慕，因为我没有机会像他们一样赞赏你。
听你赞叹别人，我妒忌，因为那个人是其他女生而不是我。

我好希望能够有一次自动的先对我说声“早”，
因为这代表你还记得我。
只要你肯对我说这个字，
代表我们还是朋友，
我不介意我们的关系是朋友，
不是恋人。
不过我还是会很开心的。

动心还是喜欢？

2010-03-03T02:44:00.000-08:00

懂得什么是动心？什么是喜欢？
以前我不懂，不过经过我的好干姐的一番解释，我大概了解了。

动心：
- 他很帅气，让人无法不看他多几眼
- 想他注意你多一点
- 与你聊天
- 说来说去还是样子好看

喜欢：
- 样子可以普通
- 内在好
- 想和他在一起的时间多一点
- 了解他多一点
- 也希望他了解你多一点
- 希望他对你好
- 也希望他心目中有你

那...我是对“他”动心还是喜欢上“他”呢？
告诉“他”我的感觉还是默默的忘记？
一切一切都是我没勇气去做！

你很烦啊！

2010-02-21T23:58:00.000-08:00

你可知道你很很很烦吗...？
我不想直接告诉你：你很烦，你不要再来烦我！
因为又怕伤害你的心。不告诉你，你又烦我。让我为难！
所以我不要自动去找你聊天，以为可以不要这么烦，可是你偏偏自动找我聊天,我不要啊！
我好想对你说：你别以为你和我的关系很“特别”，其实我们只是普通到普通不得了的朋友而已！你别再来烦我了，我看到你觉得很害怕！
我真的顶不顺啦........
救命啊~救命啊~

我的小秘密(看了别说shhh....)

2010-02-07T23:03:00.000-08:00

最近我发觉我的胸膛很痛，一天比一天痛。
深呼吸都很辛苦，动作大一点也痛，笑跟不用说，还是痛！
我根过一个好朋友谈过，她开导我一些，让我不用这么辛苦，不过我真的要和父母讨论？
我还是担心这个那个的，如何和他们讨论呢？
我很担心我有心脏病，因为我的外公的那一边的亲人全部因为心脏病而去世的，这叫我如何不怕呢？
以前，有位医生告诉我，我有可能有“大劲包”，现在为我增加心脏有问题，怎能不怕？
我是一个怕死的人，当让怕病痛！
我希望我能身体健康吧！
我知道有心的朋友会来visit my blog, thanks for visiting...^.^

my birthday

2010-01-31T07:18:00.000-08:00

my birthday,30th of january
6.30am
morning wake up at 6.30am,then wash up prepare go out.
7.30am
I went to eat dim sam with a group f friend.
9am
we all went to pollogrond, one of my friend(winnie ooi)bring us wrong way then make us "turn lai turn qu".At last we reach the polloground.
10.30am
we reach the lost world, walao so many people,all also malay.
we start our fun time at there until almost 6pm.
7pm
we all go to keimi ng house,
her parents belanja us to makan dinner
11pm
we go eat supper,
so unlucky traffic jam along the way we go to "tong sui gai"
but on the other hand we saw "kavadi"
so beautiful and many people too,
and almost jam for 1 hour only reach there,
keimi's brother belanja us makan supper(什果雪)
IN CONCLUSION:
I quite happy on that day(1st time my birthday so happy)
and something that i wish for, but if can i wish i dun want people giving me surprise or cheating me because it wont make me happy but just make me angry(or maybe no feeling)
people who join me for this one day trip and someone who i wan to thanks:
-snow chan xue yin
-winnie ooi huey ying
-keimi ng yi ting
-ng khang jieh
-lobak
-andre har
THANK YOU !!! ^.^

my feeling toward my birthday

2010-01-29T09:10:00.000-08:00

how to start the line?
my heart and feeling so damn messy.
say what 1st? and where to start?
This year also another lonely birthday for myself,
last year also the same passed by myself.
Although this year got a small celebration with friends but the amount of number not as i though.
DISAPPOINTED...
But i still happy that my friends celebrate with me.
Got people ask me waiting for what on your birthday?
think here and think there? what im waiting?
wishes?present? i think not these...
but got a friend told me that im waiting for CELEBRATION...
celebration with friends(this is the 1st thing that i waiting for) and wishes and present!
After my friend's explanation... i only realised that im actually waiting for "friends" , friends that can help me celebrate, play and have fun with me...
This lonely night i got some wishes from my friends
-1st: andre
-2nd: soon ful
-3rd: snow chan
-4th: steven
thank to them...
but the person that i waiting to wish me, he didn't appear...
Disappointed again...
What is i really wish for my birthday?
nothing...
i just know that day my got a 闷闷的心...
actually i hate to pass my birthday with lonelyness,
so sometimes i quite hate birthday!!! T.T(sad)

爱你多过你爱他的人...

2010-01-11T00:16:00.000-08:00

世界上是不是这么不公平？
你喜欢他，他却不喜欢你，
你不喜欢他，偏偏暗恋你，
暗恋一个人是件多么辛苦的事,
你喜欢他，他不懂，
你关心他，他也不懂，
你想念他，他还是不懂，
你想要和他聊天，他更不懂！
别人说：女人心像海底针，我却觉得男人心像宇宙针叻,
女生要什么就会说和表现出来;男生要什么，别人都看不出猜不到，
喜欢你？暗恋你？还是讨厌你？
我都不知道...
你可不可以不要对我冷淡，只注意他人，而不是我...
心痛，心碎，失望你懂吗？
所以，我答应自己，不再喜欢还是暗恋，
只喜欢暗恋我的人，
以免伤心失望...
所以才说：“喜欢爱你多过爱他的人”

when time pass by with boringness, i will simply think!

2009-12-30T02:48:00.000-08:00

hand up all the assignments,waiting for final exam...
too many time for me to day dreaming,
I think of "the end of the world", will this really happend?
i really cant accept this kind of joke!
when I imagine if the world really end like 2012, then I will die with horrorness!My family and friends will also same like me?
I dun want this happend on us!
Besides, I also think of if you like someone,but got another girl also like that person, and that girl is much more pretty and is the type that many guys like to pikat, then what would you do in this situation?
haiz... now I just want to relax relax and relax...dont want to think too much after handing up all my assignments!

2009-12-28T22:37:00.000-08:00

Hi,everyone...
long time no update my blog already, too busy!
Busy about what? You guys sure want to know.
Busy about assignment assignment and assignment again.^.^
Now finally can rest. My assignment already hand up, just waiting for final examination.
So now I got 3 event photo need to upload.

-1st: went to GENTING
sitting at train

1st time play^.^

marry go round...fun!

me and my friend standing middle of the water fall...

After a nice genting trip, me and my friend went to KLCC for a movie.
2012, wow, nice and excited movie!
This is something special on that day, christmas is coming on that day.
So they have a candy house to let people to take picture.

The 3rd event is FAU night.
This is the 1st dinner night that I wear so "over"
hair I set my own. I also help my friend set her hair.
Then make up and wear nice nice... HAHA^.^
This is my hair that i set my own.

This is my clothes...green...
got friend say when I wear this clothes I look like chirstmas tree,
some say me look like "kong que"
because I wear too green.

me and my friend...she pretty?
Are we pretty and cute? haha...
beside, this only part of the picture.
I still have photo with 4 pretty friends together,
photo with seniors,
photo with friendz...HeHe...!

back from camp~

2009-10-02T03:25:00.000-07:00

LEADERSHIP TRAINING CAMP 2009(FAU)

28/9/2009-1/10/2009
yesterday i only back from camping~
the place of this camp was in Dusun ECO,
this 4 days really gave me many memories~

1st day really tired, need to built many things and cook too!
the day passed very very slow!

2nd day start excited, many games had stared!
but the most terrible thing had happend to me was during we playing the rakit on the water...
got a guy come to turn over all the rakit n so unlucky when he turn the rakit of my team, i was fall into the watern the rakit HIT my head ! ... that time i dunno why i cant even find the floor n stand on it ... then when i can stand up... the STUPID rakit block my way to surface of the water ... i pushed it to the front n back also cant find a way go to the surface of the water... OMG~ almost cant breath already... i force to find a place to go to the surface to breath... FINALLY, i found it , it was the middle of the rakit that had a big space to let me go up~ when i reach on the surface of the water to breath ... i was stuck to the middle of the rakit .... WALAU~ what happened to me .... so SUI~

3rd day again is a fun day~
everning water games again~
wah.... i hurt again...
this time i hurt my eye~ so pain...
one 1st aider take me go wash my eye~
after i clean my eye , i sitting there n watch them n play ...
the wind blow~ WALAU ! so cold~ i just sit there n freez n see them play~
But the most fun n make me enjoy was the night ... a camp fire...
the camp fire was so beautiful....
we play dacing...
dancing on the beautiful camp fire ... so romantic.... so fun also~
maybe this quite boring to some people but not for me~

4th day was the last day,
we all can sleep until so late ...
n we also have a prize giving,
my team get the most best camp side, best female, best male n the second name of the team(i also don't know it call what)
we all also not too wish to go home~

when the next day ... i found out my hand got many red spot n it getting more n more... swt~ haiz~
so itchy le ~ got some senior say it is parasite! OMG~ what! baterial.... WUWU~ hope dun get worst only...

back to ipoh~

2009-08-31T22:28:00.000-07:00

27/8/09
1st day,
i start back from kl to my hometown,ipoh
my friend's parents drive me home,
on the way, i watching the clouds...(don't no have what feeling also)
almost 7pm i reached my home sweet home,
omg~ so many people at my house,outside full of cars,
they were my cousins~
that was shocked me ~

2nd day,
i start feeling not well,
headace,temperature increses...
cant do anything~
so worry cant attend the next day's gathering with my friends~

3rd day,
my fever has reduce but haven recover,
omg, everning got gathering with 1st gang of friends,
night got 2nd gang of gathering ...
AH~ no way! i must attend!
so, i called my dad took me go see doctor!
but... at last ... 2 gathering i also absent...
because too tired!

4th day,
nothing happens...
at home resting like a snake~
shhh....

5th day,
i heard my friend said got another time gathering,
wah~cool!
so i tell myself this time must attend!
vanue~ JUSCO~
we go to watch movie,n shop shop~haha(^.^)
so lucky i meet back a friend at jusco...
yuen leng~long time no see wo!hehe~
Although that day my fever already recover,but i start to cough...
help la~ sickness please go away la~ always kacau me! (T.T)
all my friends like so scare me~
wuwu~(T.T)
i hate u la~(cough)
But most happy thing is i saw back my ipoh friends n have a gathering~
gathering for me is something simply,no need any party or what~just simply~

6th day,
today, last day at ipoh,
6pm going back to kl~
but dun worry i will back after exam!
but i hope my cough will recover,i dont want people look me like "aline"
next time coming back to ipoh will be more happy because 3 more friends will back together!

new post~

2009-08-24T08:57:00.000-07:00

THIS IS MY MAKE UP ON THAT DAY~ ^.^

this few weeks like nothing to say~
but got some interesting events was done!
so i just want to show the pictures that take on the saturday,
because we go to sungai wang n time square...
singK, watch movie(UP), n buy things...

we all at the GreenBox, singing~

me n my friend,snow~

take picture on the toilet~

this guy birthday on that day~

me n my friend,winnie~we having our dinner in a shoping like japenses style~ sit on the pillow on the floor~

four friends~

2009-08-14T04:52:00.000-07:00

Long time didn't update my blog alreaday,too busy with my assignments !
Got 2 more group assignments need to do.
But today me n my friends had done a group assignment, that was drawing a graffiti.
That was kind of fun to play with it la~ using paints and sprays!
After the job done, me and my friends were little disapointed with the graffiti we have done, because it was not the work that we wanted, but it still can be accepted because it quite ok to look on it!

Busy this, busy that... BUSY LIKE A BEE!
so many assignments...
after assignments, we having final exam!
Me haven't start to study! OMG~ so worry! :O
No time to think this or think that~
If got anyting want to ask me or "miss" me then msn or left a comment ~ ^.^

XXX 没有题目

2009-07-18T11:43:00.000-07:00

~continue with last post~
the guy that i mention in my last post,
he is a quite good guy la,
always help his friends when they are in need,
he always helped me before,
so can say is a quote kind guy!
But i found out something that make me think he not suit me,
so i decided to help him to change abit,
so that he can more suit me if suddenly we become a couple,
but...something happened!
because of some out coming bad commnet,
n this bad comment not only the people say , but i also saw n feel by my own self,
these make me give up my feeling on him until 20%
when i decided to give up my feeling on him,
he suddenly dunno why n what reason make him changed his mind,
he told me he found out he care n worry me more than others,
but why this happening?
when i giv up something then another "miracle" happen le~ T.T
actually who can tell me what are happening here ?
make me so blur ~
if "he" know~ i hope he will tell me what so actrative about me ?
can make him care n worry me more ???
i really wan to know!
what so special about me ????
i have no idea at all~

淡淡的心情

2009-07-17T01:25:00.000-07:00

time had pass by for already 2 months in KL,
most if my assignment n presentation also already passed,
so can say i have some free time...
*******************************************************
when i liked someone that time,
got many negative comment keep on coming to me,
got people say he is not suit to u,
got people say he not good enough,
got people say he flower hearted,
got people call me left him,because that time he look like like my friend more,
when i wan to give up on him,
y did he turn back to me?
y did he so kind me to me?
what should i do?
left him? accept him or just be a friend?

乱乱的心情

2009-07-08T03:18:00.000-07:00

在KL已经一个有多了，
assignment 一个比一个多，
累死了，烦死了，
要做又不知从哪个开始，
好烦哦~
此外，
有个男生的出现也让我心情很乱，
可能他喜欢我，
可能他耍我，
可能他对每个女生是这样，
可能是我的错觉，
他真的很善良，常常帮助每个需要帮助的人，
“他”常常在我身边出现，当我闷，无聊，有难的时候，
我........
该有什么心情........
该做些什么.......
让我的心情没那么乱呢？
谁能告诉我？

nothing more to say only see through picture

2009-07-04T11:43:00.000-07:00

want see more ?
me and my friends already open another new blogger all also regrading to our new lift in KL n college teenager life...

speacial day

2009-06-24T07:11:00.000-07:00

24/6/09, wednesday
today really is a SPEACIAL DAY,
1st:
today is MU day, means multimedia day,
one of the lecturer bring us multimedia students go see a movie,
u all guess guess what movie he bring us go see...
hehe...cant think le,
answer is "transformer, the revenge of the fallen"
that movie really is so YENG and GENG,
i think people who no go see really wasted this chance,
really syok , no regeat at all!
2nd:
i saw my senior,
we meet in one of the online game,
but he so paise to see me...
swt lo, me so scary meh?
having our lunch also sit not far,
sms call him to say hi to me also say paise n dun wan look at me also,

=.= he really want hit by me!
my friend also say no saw a guy so paise before,
finally , before we leave the food court, u say BYE to him 1st, he then say bye to me,
swt swt + swt...
after awhile also in time sqaure, i saw him again,
this time i try to make a small fun on him,
so....i ....
call out his name so loud when he pass by infront of me,
his friends also look back to me,n he just look back n smile,
wakakaa~ me so naughty,
later he sms me say he feel shock when i call him n so paise,
swt lo, paise again???
who call him dun want wan to call or say hi to me, BLEK~ heheee
3rd:
in the cinema, after the show, me n my friend stand at there n suddenly block a guy,
what is his reaction?
sure really shock...
HAHA! i really laugh out at that time,
because he really look like let us frighten out,
although at night in msn he say he didnt let us scare him...HAHA...
1 thing tat regret:
i wear a pair of wrong shoes,
that shoes keep on like "bitting" me,
start walk also know already,
so pain!!! T.T
pain from start until the end (9.15am-7pm)
conclusion is ...
today really is a FUN day for me, i think also same as the people who got going,
i really gland i got attend this MU day~ really is the 1st time make me so fun in KL life...
so i type in this blog to share this happiness to all of my dear friends... ^.^

another new funny day

2009-06-16T09:05:00.000-07:00

today,16/6/09(tuesday)
this morning i also go to college by myself,
morning class, introduction about illastration,
i also dunno wat is that...
i HATE that teacher,
because want me n my classmate to draw this n that,
when i see my classmate all also draw until so beautiful,
me feel so emberess, my drawing so "suck",
(sorry i dun wan to say rude word, but i already dunno what word can use to explain about my drawing)
after the class, i decided PONTENG my another class,
why i want to do like this???
reasons:
- need wait so long to attend a 2 hours lecture?
- for me this class lecture is not use , because i dunno wat he teaching
- no friend teman me back,last time still got ting teman me back, today she no come to college because sick jor
with this 3 reasons i already decided dun wan to go...
me NAUGHTY le...
after that, i want to go back home de,
my another friend want go TBR buy thing, so i go teman him,
at the shop i saw my class rap (^.^)
so we walk back to college together,
half way~ that stupid meow( my friend) HIT me with the files~
wei ya, do u know my head really pain de?
1 file,1 skectch book n 1 journal(almost few kg le)
so PAIN~ WUWU~ T.T
stupid meow!!!
if can i wish my friends can help me to HIT him back~
then he n class rap back to college n i CONTINUE my PONTENG,
i wait the bus come ...
finally i reach my condo,
so quiet the whole building , house n room,
so syok!!!(^.^)
after my friend back, we start think something funny to do,
finally, we chose play taking photo using laptop,
i will post up 1 or 2 "ss" photo ,
hehe~~
then the time pasted really fast n now already reached night~
need go sleep jor...
but tomorrow is a die date,
haiz..me no read the hubungan etnik le, DIE lo~!!!HAIZ...
tired already, need sleep.. hope all my friends who saw this post dun too tired to see, because too long jor.. i also know it!!
hahaaa~

BORED BORED FEELING

2009-06-14T15:38:00.000-07:00

today is MONDAY,
my friend,ting, go to her cousin house to stay over night because she have a sickness that already so long that haven cure,
so i sleep alone the whole night,
today i need to go back to college by myself,
my 1st class are at 8am,
so i need take 7.30am bus,
wake up at 6am,sky so DARK~
this morning suddenly RAIN,
i go take the clothes in,
whole room, whole house either wole building so QUIET!
QUIET,QUIET,QUIET...
haiz...get up too early already,
nothing to do and time haven reach to go bus stop,
so i open my laptop and start typing my blog,
opening the songs to hear too,
slow and sad songs,
make the surrounding so sad,cold,quiet and lonely...
haiz...
almost the time already,
need prepare and go to bus stop already,
i hope got friends will teman me go to college...
i don't want go alone...
all my friends after seeing this post , hope will feel my cold nad lonelyness...

WAT A SCARY DAY~

2009-06-09T06:35:00.000-07:00

Today(9/6/2009)
what a "special" day,
-morning lat, so late for the bus, so need take a taxi go to college~
-until college, my heavy bag make me sweat a lot~

-after lunch go out buy something that need in my course,also make me sweat alot~
-then before going to my next class,start raining...
-thunder n lightning everywhere, "bing bing boom boom"!when my friend n me go to my friend's car take things, OMG~let lightning SHOCK!!!! HELP~my hand like let lightning shock, my hand so pain... during that time my hand numbed few seconds( my friend also let lightning shockbut just little on her finger~)
-after that, all my clothes wet~

good thing is ...
*one of my friend so brave n help us take the thing from the car~lucky he didn't getshock by lightning...
* another friend drive the car n fetch us go to the place that we have our class~
LUCKY le, but all bad only 2 good things... SWT~
hope my friend who saw this post , please give so suggestion! thx ^.^

life at KL (almost 1 month)

2009-06-07T01:15:00.000-07:00

came to KL already 3 weeks,
slowly i accept the food,weather n life style of KL ppl...
WAH~~~
cos i bought a new hat, clothes,shoes n socks(shi wa),
im thinking want have a change on me~
HAHAHA~but...
KL things all so expensive,
food, clothes, shoes, LRT n others more,
this make me want to do a part time job n earn some $$,
so that i won't spend all the $$ gave by my parents.
but where to find a part time job ???
DUNNO~DUNNO~DUNNO~
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in this 3 weeks,
my college life started,
so many assignment came to me,
this "sem" i took 6 subjects,
all also assignment~ assignment~ assignment~
although got some assignment quite FUN for me,
but others ...
haiz...
all also drawing...
all my classmate all also are drawing profesional,
haiz...
i sad because my drawing skill so bad...
sometime i think i joined wrong course...
but in this 3 weeks~ i met alot of my groupmate, all also so funny,
chat with them sure have an enjoyble time~
so quite lucky to meet with THEM~^.^

the new life in KL

2009-06-03T05:18:00.000-07:00

i came to KL already passed 2 week,
~some special things tat happen~
the 1st orientation week :
-i can't stand the KL's weather n foods(make me sakit perut)
-so many people 人山人海
-so many people highlight hair
-got 1 lecturer so young
-in a lecture class i "pk"
2nd week :
-start class
-get in my group,all not leng zai!
-started so many assignment(do until want die jor)
-spend lot of $$$(my $$ all gone T.T)
last sunday me n my friends go time square and have shopping,
me n yin let the shop keeper cheat, that price so EXPENSIVE....swt!
but that clothes quite NICE~
but all my $$ gone...gone...GONE!!!!
wuwu~haiz...
what to do? KL life so headache(price all so expensive)
so as a reminder for all my friends... dun spend too much in KL(^.^)

sad sad day

2009-05-16T08:47:00.000-07:00

few minutes more is already 17/5(sunday)
this day i will go kl jor~
this time i got so many weird weird feeling but dunno how to express it out,
so i suddenly got an idea want to write it in my FEELING BLOG!!!
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today,when i on9 n saw my friends,
they ask me: when u will going to KL ?
this question make me feel so wan to CRY out

but i tahan me from crying,so that my little brother won't say me sot!!hehe~
but my tear can't tahan, "it" keep falling down from my eyes to my face...
WHAT IS THE REASONS???
i think it over n over again,
maybe i will too miss all my friends(real,game,or msn or skype friends)
i also will miss my family, im a person who like to depend on family,

i still remember,
last time i went to a camp,the camp only 4days 3 nights,
i also can't cry everynight,cos so miss my parents...
dunno this time i went to KL will cry everynight anot ?

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writing this blog my tear keep coming out~
who will understand me?
so sad so sad so sad~
hope all my friends who read or no read will remember me~
pls dun 4get about me ooh~!!!must remember me~!!!!

~m~i~s~s~

2009-05-15T00:36:00.000-07:00

Erm...
this time title is about MISS...
actually i missing about what le ...people?thing?or place?
actually i MISS my home town,
2 days more, i need go to KL n study,
so MISS my home town,IPOH!!!
KL's things all also so expensive,
n...
KL's always happening kidnaping n robbing,
these make me so scare~wuwuwu~
other than this...
i also MISS my friends,
after go KL i can't online some times,
because i didn't have laptop or even a notebook(actually same meaning,haha)
because of this, i can't chat with friends...
furthermore,
i also MISS my family,
will be some times i can't see my family,
cos my family in ipoh n me go KL...
haiz...
actually,
i MISS my cat, meow meow~
after go KL,scare no people will feed my cat~
wuwu~T.T so miss many things...
after going to KL,
im worring about something...
- i worry can't get along with other housemate(of cos not include my friends)
- 1st day going to college what should i do n what should i bring too???
- worry about my friends n mine safty ( kes rogol,rompak, buli....)
- last is, go college i worry can't follow up all the lesson n people,cos my english so terrible
haiz~haiz~HAIZ~

~weird weird feeling~

2009-05-10T23:08:00.000-07:00

......yesterday just back from KL......
saturday n sunday family n i when to KL to shift somethings,
because me n my friends will going to KL to study,
at KL nothing speacial thing happen,
jus so disappointed about something:
.1st: no go any place to shopping
.2nd: the house we rented so...dirty n untidy
.3rd: so hot....beh tahan...
then we went back to IPOH...ohh before i forgot,at KL i saw 2 leng zai le~but only can pass by...cos i saw them at road~driving a car... so "yeng"
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...few days more...
few days more, me n my friends really will leave IPOH n go KL to study,
so miss this IPOH, n my computer,
cos when go to KL staudy i less chance n time play computer,
cos no laptop...so sad^.^
besides, i so hope to done 1 "thing" before i go KL,but this "thing" won't so easy to finnish...
if i don't done it before i go to KL,i will REGRET after i go KL!!!!
what should i do~what should i do~
haiz...
"爱一个人很容易, 忘了一个人很难"
this line i really like it...full of meaning...
so hope my friend who saw this messege can giv some comment to me~

Sad Monday

2009-05-04T07:02:00.000-07:00

today is MONDAY,
also is a sad MONDAY for me.
...morning...
all my friends go to parade and have fun,
accept me, i stay at home as usual,
play 2 hours computer at afternoon n close it,
...everning...
my bro back from school,
he has something changes, that changes make me think that his school so cruel,
this changese also make my bro so sad n angry, n this make me so angry about his school,
WHAT A STUPID SHIT school is that!!
...night...
i let my mom scold,
maybe she is right,that i already done something wrong,
another thing happened, one of my friend told me that she can't go play badminton with me at thursday, this make me so disappointed,
because we so long no meeting each other, so wan to find her out n chat chat~
if not, i scare not enough time to let us meet,
i nid to go KL already...
haiz~~~

2009-04-30T00:33:00.000-07:00

what a stupid person am i~
keep on thinking about him,him n him~nothing more....
make me had sleepless night...
but then....
today only know the truth....
the TRUTH make me like a lame person...
all people know, accept me~
make me like a fool playing by frineds....
what a sad sad day~

garden of feelings

2009-04-28T20:55:00.000-07:00

hi~im new here!
this is 1st time i using a blog,
the reason to create a blog is too boring to stay in a house.
and all my friends start play a new game that i not too like it...
so, i wish playing a blog can reduce my boringness.....